I am Still Alive!

Well, I made it thru! I cannot believe I put my self thru such torture just to look better. I know in a few months I will be glad I did everything but I am just about to the feel sorry for myself point. I hate moving slow and I hate not been able to feel like I am in control of everything. Right now that is just how I am slow and out of control!

Brian is the best husband in the world. He doesn't care one way or the other what I do. Well I suppose if I wore my pajamas to the ball field with bedroom shoes and no makeup he might really have something to say.

The good thing that happened is my mom came down and took care of me for a few days. I hate that I had to have surgery to have her but under the circumstances I loved her being with me. You know your mom is really the only one who can help you do some things and it not be akward. Thanks mom, I love you.

The children have been wonderful and a ton of help. For a week I have sat in the recliner and not be able to do anything. I said I will never sit in that chair again. I still have to wear tape under my eyes and this wrap around my head that makes me look like I have a toothache. I wear it most of the time until I get to town and then I take if off! I don't mind wearing it at the ball field because those people know whats being going on.

This week has been spring break so we have just enjoyed doing nothing. Cydney, Elizabeth and Grandmomma are going to the beach in the AM. James Brian, Grayce and I are going to a birthday party and then maybe to the movies. I hate that I haven't taken the kids any where for spring break but I will make it up to them and I don't think they really care.

Ball practice is still going strong. The coach told me his missed his secretary. Only because I do all the busy work and it saves him from having to do it! We have a scrimmage game tonight. I will stay as long as I can. It is important to G that I be there and I want to but I don't know how long I can sit. Plus I have friends I need to show my new assets to.

Our friends the Johnsons have gone to St. Simons without us. The Orrs are leaving Panama City in the morning, so keep those families in your prayers for their safe return home.

Until next time....